'Stop before you get me started
Maybe I'll just go
And I'm not exactly broken hearted
I think you already know
That there's more to the story that I'm givin' up
Maybe I should just grow up'
-Bowling for soup

ABCDDDU
AABBCCD
nuff said.

Current Location: oceanic 815
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Bowling for soup- Epiphany

'I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin like a child now
Cause everytime I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I'll always know
That you make me smile 
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time 
Wherever you go'
-colbie cailat

worries of university education. 
should i choose to study smth i dont like just to go abroad or shld i stay and do smth
i want to.
its complicate. guess time will help in the decision making process.

Current Mood: not bubbly
Current Music: Colbie Cailat- Bubbly

'Stones taught me to fly 
Love, it taught me to cry 
So come on courage 
Teach me to be shy 
'Cause it's not hard to fall 
And I don't wanna scare her 
It's not hard to fall 
And I don't wanna lose 
It's not hard to grow 
When you know that you just don't know'
-Damien Rice

i dont know. i really dont.

When you float like a cannonball...

Current Location: LOST
Current Music: Damien Rice- Cannonball

'Do you care if I, dont know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight?,
Or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off,
Pretend its all okay?
That there's someone out there who feels just like me...
There is.'
-box car racer

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back to the bigger things: DNA.

Current Location: sona
Current Mood: nerdy
Current Music: Box Car Racer - There is

why after everything in my life pasts i wich i could go back to change it. i wish i had attempted some questions before math. practice more physics questions. done the chem booklets twice. seriously did chinese when i was younger. read the new papers with thought everyday as a habit. i wished i had helped more pple than i have. i wish i had more guts at times. wish i was faster. wish i had spent more time with my family.wish i had been more serius with econs and during classes. wish i did not need to sleep at all. my dream in life seems to be distant and beyond my reach. all i want to do at this moment is study. i will and i have to. bio needs to be my get-out-of-jail-free card. i need a sign.

'I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel'
-papa roach.

Current Location: boishoi booze
Current Mood: morose
Current Music: papa roach - scars

sleepy tired.i have lost direction. i need a sign, smth to cling on to. work maybe. community work probably. working to earn a living but ending up losing ur life. no purpose. falling short always.

'Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinkin'
Maybe six feet
Ain't so far down'

creed.

'-shall have a title for every post that corresponds to a song title.

Current Location: dosent matter.
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Creed - One last Breath

i cant think at the moment. my mind is out of me. i mean i'm out of my mind. cant think straight. cant read clock. tomorrow will and has to be better. 

Current Location: moon (on not over)
Current Mood: on the moon
Current Music: Coldplay - Clocks